I hate feeling like I’m being dealt with, feeling like I’m being ignored, and I’m not significant or important enough to warrant anything from you. This is how you would treat me this weekend anyway. Just fuck me and walk away. And your rationale for everything is “I’m not your boyfriend anymore.” Because of that, it’s ok not to care, it’s ok to treat me like shit. Ilana was right. A person shows their true colors when they’re in the advantaged power dynamic, and whether they throw that if your face, or act with grace. And all he does is throw it in my face that he isn’t my boyfriend anymore, that he doesn’t have to deal because he doesn’t want to. And just like with Shirley, because they don’t care, there’s no way to affect them or hurt them the way that they have hurt you. Because they don’t care about you anymore. And he doesn’t want you anymore except to fuck you and leave you.